smiley face?
it can mean that i'm really fine
or maybe i'm just ok or maybe not.
i also have my own problems.

i can feel that i'm still a young kid
in this world.
is this feeling universal coz nobody is ready
for what will happen,
or am i really very distant from the real world?

nothing seems so idealistic as i dreamt
or as in somebody else's dream.
things aren't constant with time and
this is adding much variables to this world...
fortunately: these will bring more color to our life
unfortunately: turns life into a difficult chaos

we "never know".

or maybe knowing or not isn't important,
focus on ourselves. take a cup of tea
and do what we hav to do...

in reality, everyday is an episode.
when we stretch our arms to reach something,
the result is not always the one we wait
or even the one we deserve.

not everybody can see the whole plan
in our mind.
try to show them, even if its hard.
but if at the end they dont understand,
wt can we do? well, just sing and enjoy the day.
if it's raining, enjoy the rain,
thinking bout how sad the day is being
becoz of us is just a waste of time.

"pick up a big big eraser."
start a new day, do everything to treat well ourselves.
before u sleep, u will realize that who is feeling,
who is happy, who is satisfied, or not,
is YOU.

remembering in which episode we are in our lives
makes us think clearer.
otherwise, the most natural thing that will happen
is falling into a mess, a total mess.

restart life as a new chapter.
this gave me a fresher mind.

everybody has it's own dark corners
in their personalities and minds.
digging it out may hurt.
when it comes out, first feel it
read it, and give it your comment
in some short short minutes.
then just pass by it as it is a poster in the street
maybe ignore it even u know it's there

let the true self live.
it's the best healing for everything.

seeing everything around me
just getting in some caotic mood
makes me think how to repair it,
am feeling useful, found myself

but, sure, in some cases, we need time,
and at least, i did my best as a friend.

new and fresh look of my blog
photo by me with help of Nelson :)


enjoy!