smiley face?
it can mean that i'm really fine
or maybe i'm just ok or maybe not.
i also have my own problems.

i can feel that i'm still a young kid
in this world.
is this feeling universal coz nobody is ready
for what will happen,
or am i really very distant from the real world?

nothing seems so idealistic as i dreamt
or as in somebody else's dream.
things aren't constant with time and
this is adding much variables to this world...
fortunately: these will bring more color to our life
unfortunately: turns life into a difficult chaos

we "never know".

or maybe knowing or not isn't important,
focus on ourselves. take a cup of tea
and do what we hav to do...